Tersenyum..

Aku selalu :) pada setiap hariku.
Pada setiap kemana kakiku melangkah, pada setiap jalan yang ku tapaki
Aku selalu :) pada setiap waktuku.
Pada setiap saat aku bersama kekasihku, ibuku, ayahku, sahabatku, temanku

Pada akhirnya aku selalu :D pada tiap saat, dan tiap waktu.
Karena aku bersama aninto.

Namun aku merusak.
Aku merobek.
Aku jahat.
Lebih jahat lagi.
Aku mungkin binal. Sundal binal (?)

Aku melukai
Membohongi

Kecewa. Sedih.
Mengecewakan. Menyedihkan.

Aku salah dan amat salah..

Hingga aku harus terbangun lagi.

Mendapatinya masih di hadapanku, hanya dihadapanku saja. Membuatku bersemangat.
Ingin bangkit. Lebih baik. Memperbaiki. Jujur.

Kini aku selalu :') pada hariku.
:) yang bercampur dengan :'(
Entah bercampur sedemikian rupa di hati
Mengoyak rasa
Mengoyak setiap nadi.

Mungkin aku sundal.
Mungkin aku binal.
Mungkin aku pembohong.
Mungkin aku mengecewakan.

Namun aku tetap wanita
Yang sudah dia pilih
Aku harus menjadi yang terbaik
Dengan memperbaiki semua ke binal-an ku.

Ada hal yang harus aninto percaya ;
Aku mencintainya, aku ingin selalu bersamanya, walaupun dia tak menginginkanku lagi.

Aku selalu ingin ada di peluknya.. Sampai kapanpun :')

Do You Want To V-clip :D

Check it out this v-clip from the single "Do You Want To" by Franz Ferdinand.
Enjoy! :D

Simple Overture

No one knows, when we'll get something precious in our life.
No one knows, when something miracle really happen in our life.

So do I.

Sometimes I'm just hoping and hoping that what I want in this world is really come true. I'm hoping all the time, wishing miracle happen.
I'm still standing there. Hoping, and hoping.

I'm wasting my time.

Sometimes we just keeps hoping all the time.
But sometimes if we're realize, what we're hoping for is near us, even so close to us.

They came with their simple way. Just very simple. Without coercion and spread its charm everywhere in our heart.

They just came. Simple. Just listening to us. Just be our friend.
But they do. They do are miracle what we're looking for.

They came with a simple overture.

Franz Ferdinand - Ulysses

ULYSSES! From their third albums "Tonight: Franz Ferdinand" which released internationally in January 2009. This band still rocks! I love everything they bring inside their album. Their sense, their music, their words, anything was good.
Job well done, Franz!
I'm in love with this band. So much.

Franz Ferdinand - Do You Want To

Do You Want To is the hit single from "You Could Have It So Much Better", their second album that released in 2005.
This song's crazy I think :p because I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE IT so much! And you should see the v-clip. Sooo out of the box, and so independent :)
Once again, I'm in love with Franz Ferdinand <3

Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out

Take Me Out is the single from the first album Franz Ferdinand's "Take Me Out" that released in 2002. Band from Glasgow, Scotland brings vintage rock genre that I think there are little touches of the Beatles that makes easy listening. This rock song into the list "must have item" in my Mp3 :p FYI, this is my first time I'm enjoying listen a rock music. I usually listen some jazzy and some feminine-listening in my Mp3 :p
That's why I think Franz Ferdinand is damn GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! :)

Roses are red, Vredeburg are blue.

There's something different about my saturday nights out.
Something makes me realize that no one can reach something perfect, like perfect-perfect.
What the hell I'm talking about?

My life. My love. My love-life.

There's something mysterious and magical about love that sometimes we don't know, we don't realize, or maybe we don't wanna know.
Love.
L-O-V-E. Love.
Love spreading anywhere. Lover, family, neighbourhood, school, supermarket, road, air.. Every second, every step we take, we breathe with about 98,675% love, and about 1,325% is a natural things that maybe we call it oxygen, and blablabla. And for the heart breaker, every step and every second we take, we breathe with about 99% hates, self-hates, self-disorder, and about 1% is an oxygen etc.

Love is a tiny thing that can change a big thing in whole life.
Simple but complicated.
Giving but expect.
Natural but motivated.
Care but don't care.
Sensitive but rude.

Sometimes we expect a perfection with our lover. We wan't them to know well about us, to understand us, to do whatever we want, to be whoever we want. But we forgot one thing, essential thing:
To feel what love is it, we don't need someone perfect. Just love them perfectly, and we'll know what love is it, and how sweet is it.

Sometimes love spreading anywhere without knows anything. Loving someone, caring someone, is just a way to know more about love. Love's doesn't knows time, and place. Ugly or good. Bad or best.
It's just love.

Love doesn't need a confessions. If we love someone (although they don't love us), we just know that we love them. No more. Bitter or sweet, we just love them.

From that night, I learn one thing about love:
Love's just unbelieveable. Because we never know how does it works.

Love is in the air..

Yearbook Story

Taken on March 2009, it was Sunday morning hysteria in Tugu Station along that morning :D
Inspired by a classical story about travelling out of town with a train. Why we choose Tugu station? Because that place is originally vintage building, and anything inside there was awesome-vintage!

This is an unforgotable moment of my High School era..

To be a vintage, you don't need to be a geek :D

Enid Blyton

If you're about fourtysomething-twentysomething (or even more), you must know her well, because absolutely, she's write a lot of books, and those book, don't ask, they're my favourite when I was a child until now. Those book was awesome! I don't know, that story is just classic and simple, but still fierce!
What she's write is anything simple stories of pre-teenage life, and it's just fun for me :D
I love the vintage mindset inside the story.

And even im twentysomething now, I'm still in love with Enid's books.
And those book is my favourite tea-time friends in the afternoon or night (but day it's OK too).

I LOVE ENID!

5 Desember, 03:45 WIB

Pagi yang cerah, dan senyum di bibir merah, sejuta rasa bahagia yang kau berikan~

SUDAH PAGI :D
Saat-saat dimana alam memberi inspirasi pada pikiran kita..
Dan bersiap untuk segalanya sepanjang hari ini :D

Great photoshoot, great photographer, great scene :)
Anything great.

Thanks God for Your sense of perfections :D

4 Desember, 01:01 WIB

WAAAAAAAAAH!
Sudah lama tak curhat disini ^^ saya rindu (baca: bohong) hahaha..
Setelah 8 bulan dari bulan Mei (bulan yang sial, katanya, dan memang benar sialan) saya paranoid dengan dunia maya, saya kembali! :D
Hahahaha..
Banyak banget yang sudah dilalui selama 8 bulan di tahun 2010 ini :3 saking banyaknya bingung (baca: males) mau nulis yang mana ^^
Ada cerita sedih, seneng, marah, mengecewakan, bodoh, terlalu bodoh, bahkan sangat bodoh terjadi selama 8 bulan belakangan ini.
But most of all, life's just a life. Anything could happen without we can't fight.
I think I've got my new (or longer, but not motivated) passion :D
Semangat (atau semangit) untuk kembali ke dunia saya yang lama. Namun hal ini membuat keseharian saya sebagai penulis (baca: jadi-jadian) menjadi sangaaaaaaaattt aneh ^^ entah, rasanya seperti mengalami gegar budaya (culture shock) di dalam otak saya ini ^^
But again, life's just life :)
Jalani saja apa yang sudah tertata di depan kaki saya ini :3
Semoga Tuhan selalu memberkati (baca: menyetujui) setiap langkah yang saya ambil, entah itu langakh pasti atau langkah nekad ^^
Still: GO..! :D