I Don't Want To Hurt You

I wanted to escape from the feelings that I felt so confusing ..

If today you do not care, what's fair that I reciprocate?
Is it fair when you need me, I do not care?
I would look very bad if I do this to you, dear ..

Handsome ..
Undercover, I love you so much .. I do not want to make you sick because of me ..
Darling, understood ..